Baby blues ...

My baby girl is just a few days shy of her 7 month mark.  I just love her to death and can't get enough of her sweet smiling face.  This is probably the one thing that makes me feel better about having her and all the trouble I had in my pregnancy.  What I didn't bargain for or prepare myself for is the intense emotional roller coaster my hormones would put me through.  

I have avoided the doctor because I really really do not want to be dependent on medication to control my mood but unfortunately it may be the end of that fantasy as I can't seem to shake this myself.

Relationships with my family, friends and myself have all suffered and I am tired of feeling angry, sad and frustrated with no real reason or answer as to WHY!

That is the end of this rant ... hoping that pouring it out for the moment will help remove the feeling of a 100 pound weight sitting on my chest!

Peace out mystical creatures and have a blessed day!